finally!! most of my papers are over. but i'm utterly disappointed in myself. hais..
6th nov had emaths paper 1 and ss paper today. i find emaths paper 1 bit difficult leis. gosh.. ss paper was in e afternoon and we had quite some time to study before entering the examination hall again. what i've studied did not come out. saded. was really sad that i went home immediately after that. but at least i did bid farewell to kar hwee they all. went home and studied for chemistry. wanted to do well in my science esp chem cos i beginning to love chem le.
7th nov this is the only paper that i went to the hall not scared at all. perhaps cos i think i was prepared for it. but the paper was rather easy. what i've predicted will come out did come out. but there's some i don't know how do. don't know can score in that paper ma. after school continue to study in school since it's still early and studied till around 6.45pm. ms yong was teaching us physics. my heart was beating damn fast when i was going home. my physics is like shit. almost cannot make it that kind. gosh~ (it's shi lin's birthday too! helped her to celebrate by buying a small little cake for her. initially wanted to surprise her. but plan failed. =( )
8th nov its a tiring day~ had 2 eng paper and a physics paper. eng paper was alright. wrote about my 'dreams'. lols.. it's not real la. all fake out de. saying i want to be a doctor and travel around the world helping people esp in those undeveloped and developing countries. physics paper was difficult!! gosh.. what i thought would come out didn't come out. plain stupid at physics section. i'm really afraid that this will pull down my science to a D7 or higher. hais..
9th nov had geog paper and it's in the afternoon. so in the morning there's plenty of time to study. managed to study quite alot. but then i didn't write down alot points there. don't think my combine humans can score. after that went haven to study for awhile to spent away my time. had tuition at 6pm. but me and kar hwee were late as we went for dinner. when we were about to leave, it started to rain! wth.. i decided to continue to walk, poor kar hwee had to follow. haha.. she didn't want to be under the rain. so she walked damn fast! had tuition till ard 10pm and went home. at that time i was still in school uni. everyone eyes was looking at me. must be thinking what am i out there doing at this hour in school uni. lols.. went home was so tired that didn't want to continue to do maths.
10th nov emaths paper 2 was also in the afternoon today. last minute decided to go back to school to do maths. that kar hwee lo. called me. was so damn scared for this paper. my heart was also beating very fast. making my feeling difficult to breathe. perhaps is due to last time, my maths results also not good. that's why worry for this o level. in the end i didn't manage to complete leis! gosh.. i think around 10+ marks fly away also. really worry the day i going back to take results. hais.. can i make it to poly?! don't really have confidence in myself. left last 2 papers to go! combine sci paper 1 and dnt. omg! other people ended early in the morning and the poor dnt student have to take their paper in the noon and end at 4.30pm. i hope to score better in dnt. so next whole week i'm going to concentrate on dnt. but of cos not forgetting my sci. onli goin to spend around 2 days to focus on mcq. left only few days to go. jia you jia you jia you!!
