oh gosh. my neighbour is quarrelling again. i think its a couple. don't know what the hell they are quarrelling for. it's so damn loud can! so while they quarrelling upstairs, i came here to update blog first. this few days were busy with my studies. left around 1 month more to go and we will be goin into the examination hall, regardless ogf whether we are well prepared anot. hais.. imagining next week is the o level freak me out. my emotions seems out of control too. easily hot tempered especially at home, and will cry easily and suddenly. think i had no confidence in myself that i will be able to score well ba. i hope i can get less than 20. but that's my target la. don't know i can do it ma. left this 1 month to pia. to chiong all the way till o level ends. aiyo.. oh ya! just now had a terrible nightmare! dreamt that someone was being shot and killed. damn scary! woke up with my tears streaming down. in my dreams, only then i know how important that person was to me. hmm..