my cousin yen song celebrated his birthday yesterday. went lot1 with shi jia and dardar first. shi jia wanted to buy a shirt for her cousin too. but she buying for her elder cousin, me and dardar buying for younger cousin. lols.. i also bought a shirt there. i think my hands look flabby when i wear that, but shi jia say won't. jiu buy le norhx. i find the shirt nice la. maybe i not really use to wear sleeveless? after that around 7.30pm, boarded bus 190 and headed to herr song house. initially, i wanted to go and look for herr song. but in the end, me and dardar were simply too lazy la, need to walk quite a distance. so drop the idea le. when we reached his house, i saw my mum! oh gosh. tt time my heart skipped a beat. lols.. my mum asked me who dardar is, and i told her is herr song friend. i felt so guilty can! omg.. in the end, most of my aunt came in the room and ask what i told my mum. haha.. then still say why we 2 walk in together. alamak. in the first place i also don't know she's there. i thought she will only reach around 8pm++ ma. to dardar i also felt so guilty, imagine can't letting my parents know about it. but he said he understand nahx. me and him have act we're really only friends. the feeling is just so, unbearable? i don't know how say. but luckily when we inside the room, we're back to same. haha..

today went causeway point with wan yin. at first wanted to make a jigsaw puzzle for him, which is a picture of both of us. but, only neoprint one is the nicest le. others not really. its either blur, or not nice. so in the end, no choice. never make le. if not the jigsaw puzzle will be so ugly~ so blur. alamak. after that went his house to slack awhile. initially, wanted to study too. but its rather late le. so rather have time for ourselves. after that, around 8.30pm left his house and cabbed home. i need to help my sister to buy her sandals. bought durians too~ muahahaha.. and also for dardar and his family. too bad his parents not at home. maybe next time buy for them ba. hehe.. dardar accompanied home after that. since no one is at home, i let him in too. left my house at ard 9.50pm. oh gosh. all my siblings saw him too, i tink my mum saw him. but didn't regconise him. when she came home, she didn't ask me anything. but dardar said that my mum saw him. she took a look at him. however, my siblings came home and asked me questions. haha.. say why he saw them never walk another way. but dardar say if walk another way more obvious. ya. i tink so too. continue walking at least maybe won't see? walk away so suddenly will feel more strange. this two days is really such a coincidence hur? but my aunt say one day my mum also need to know. but now is not the time! now is the crucial time. o level in a few months time? i will say after i get my results. that's also suggested by my aunt. at least if i have good grades, she cant say anything. yea.. i do agree.

tomorrow finally me and dardar 1 year anniversary~ waiting for that time~ 12.12.34am. hohohoho..